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All of my co-workers are wonderful. I come back today and they had a card for me on my desk. 2 of them sent me emails and gave me hugs.
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| Had enough of the drama crew |
[08 Dec 2005|05:30pm] |
I am sick and tired of people coming out of the woodwork to morn tiffany's death. People Tiffany never mentioned who's lives are suddenly changed because of her. I know tiffany was well liked an accepted by many people, I fucking lived with her for almost 2 years.
If you need drama go make a fucking play, this is real for me. I feel pain. My cousin died in a car accident 2 months ago on my b-day.. here I am 2 months later, doing it again. Last year, around x-mas a friend of mine was shot in the head by his roommate. Those event's did not change my life, they taught me that the people I love will get what we all get, a life time.
I know Orange park and Jacksonville thrive on fucking drama, but can we just let this one event go? Can you not pull this is into your drama and lust circle? Tiffany had real friends, not just passers by.. people like Amy, Shane, Tammy, Dan, Jay, Ben, Anthony, Julie ... Matt, and even Andy (who admits its been a while). Tiffany had real friends who are confused and hurt and Have no idea what they are doing tomorrow, we have to take it day by day. Her mother and brother are a mess, did you even fucking know she had a mother and a brother?
I fucking hate orange park and jacksonville... you take a really life trauma and turn it into a drama fashion show.
Grow-up.
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| Being busy is no excuse. |
[06 Dec 2005|11:27pm] |
I am always so busy. People call me to talk, or to catch up... and I never have the time.
I was so angry with tiffany. For dipping the last night of the apt. For only calling to invite DAN out.. When she tried to actually talk to me, I told her I didn't have time for her. Then the apt shit, with the eviction. I tried to call her, shane gave her my number.. she called from some number and said she would call again.
When Shane called dan tossed the phone at me and said "Here, Its tiffany for you.." I answerd and Shane sounded liek he was breaking up, he told me to give dan the phone. Dan got quiet and I got pissed. I thought he was goign to say something like "They want to meet us, or they don't believe you about the apt.." Then its... Tiffany died in an accident a few hours ago.
We all get busy. We all get frustrated. If I knew now I would not get a chance to have a beer with her ever again.. I swear I'd buy her the fucking bar.
I don't care if I am busy, I don't care about the bullshit.. I just want to wake up. This is a bad dream.
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[27 Oct 2005|10:39am] |
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[21 Mar 2005|01:57am] |
interesting "365.[info]ivey: This makes me think of high school. Something in the artwork (I went to a commercial art school) something in the warcraft fantasy gaming (when I wasn't smoking pot I was a geek) and something in [info]ivey I used to see in people who are not here now. from ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) readalljournals
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